Baby again
The baby dominates my life. Each day I wonder how I will go feed to feed; my world has come down very much to managing a few hours at once: feeding, feeding myself, contemplating whether to do anything else, attempting to get him to sleep, attempting to sleep myself.
I tend to mooch around at home until noon then head out; getting out of the house and walking is my saviour. Monday & Tuesday though the rain was intense, and I got caught out badly on Tuesday in the Botanical Gardens. They look so wonderful with rain glistening, but I was fretful about the logistics of dragging a folded pram onto a bus whilst clutching a baby under one arm. Almost impossible and it is embarrassing how inaccessible public transport is if you have wheels. Developing some insight into the world for people with disabilities. Lu however was completely fine with, sat in my arms, wrapped up in a muslin with his eyes wide open, looking up at me, unpeturbed by sounds of thunder. He is so good.
Weekend coming up-might be drinks at the science institute; might make it to the Box Factory christmas markets (have some baby items for Christmas donations), would like to make it the Waterside Workers show Rock the Boat. Christmas is so close. And have to go to a family christmas party for my husband's work, there are rides and drinks and it is weird to be eligible for that stuff. We thought we'd attend because there are 3 little girls who will be very excited to meet the baby.
I tend to mooch around at home until noon then head out; getting out of the house and walking is my saviour. Monday & Tuesday though the rain was intense, and I got caught out badly on Tuesday in the Botanical Gardens. They look so wonderful with rain glistening, but I was fretful about the logistics of dragging a folded pram onto a bus whilst clutching a baby under one arm. Almost impossible and it is embarrassing how inaccessible public transport is if you have wheels. Developing some insight into the world for people with disabilities. Lu however was completely fine with, sat in my arms, wrapped up in a muslin with his eyes wide open, looking up at me, unpeturbed by sounds of thunder. He is so good.
Weekend coming up-might be drinks at the science institute; might make it to the Box Factory christmas markets (have some baby items for Christmas donations), would like to make it the Waterside Workers show Rock the Boat. Christmas is so close. And have to go to a family christmas party for my husband's work, there are rides and drinks and it is weird to be eligible for that stuff. We thought we'd attend because there are 3 little girls who will be very excited to meet the baby.
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